Thoughts flying around - can't think of a title there

It’s like when you left, you took my smile with you
When I’m with you, my soul is at rest
Now I’m back in a cage, and I don’t know why
I do love these people, still I don’t feel free
Before we met I could not see
But now that I remember who I want to be,
now that I know, all I had is falling to pieces
Time for a new start, a new focus and I know it’s not you
Did I lie to myself
How far can I go pretending I’m blind
Only Jesus remains the same
You can’t tell the butterfly to return to his cocoon
Why would you take away the eagle’s wings
Something within me was released and now it’s bound again.
The beauty of the mountains, where there are so many glorious stars
Still doesn’t stop me from longing to return to the beach
When I reach out but no one takes my hand
Where I open up only to be hurt
Learning to love without being loved in return
What would Jesus do
The fellowship fell apart
Something within me is still fighting
Because I don’t want to let go of what I believe in
Precious laughter
Take a look into my eyes, see my soul and understand
They can’t give what you gave
Did it ever make sense
Still I stand in awe of my God
Satan was defeated long ago
Voices in my head are telling me lies
They can break my heart but not my soul
And the angels sing
Shouldn’t look back
Yet I can’t walk through the gate
Not out of reach yet
Hope remains
I have to believe you can become who you were born to be
For I know our God is almighty
There is no path where I walk
That’s why I stumble and fall
Took my eyes of the one who’s my light
No matter what I do, Jesus will always come for me
Freedom is within you
How strong is true love
How far would you go
Where is my home
The wind in my face
Tears are locked up in the deepest cave of my heart
Where is the key
Strange veil of sadness
Something died

Why do they love me so much