Looking back

Thought that I was strong
But had to face the fact that I’m weak
When dreams take control
It’s all fake
Yet it’s impossible to deny the truth
Because the light still shines in me
Focus on the Spirit not the body
Fight for the soul not the heart
Know my weakness but still don’t know how to handle it
Beauty raps around my soul
Hawaii oh how I miss you
Maybe I was looking for an answer
Maybe I was looking for a home
Maybe I tried to escape so I don’t have to face myself
Face my future
All I know is where I’m coming from
Can’t answer their questions
A little girl in a big world
But I know the sun will rise again
And it’s all in God’s hands