Just another thought

What am I waiting for
To have my heart even more broken
People are so easily fooled by a mask
You can't see that I scream inside
You can't see that I'm torn
You can't see me
and that my hopes and dreams are falling apart
It's not what you do
but what you don't do
It's not what you say
but the things you don't say
It's like you kill me slowly
I stumble through the darkness
and you just watch and smile
No more waiting
Tired of feeling
Hate not being in control
Can't sleep because the thought of you keeps its grip on me
I'm crushed on the ground
but I would rather die than tell you how I feel