söndag, december 17, 2006

1am

I wrote this in the morning at 1 am and thought I could put it on here as well:

Just came back from church in Zurich. That involvs somewhat more than an hour train ride. I can't help myself, I just need to go there. 5 years ago I would have dreamt that I would spend Saturday night at church. The dance floor was my world. Not that I will stop dancing, there are other days for that - or I could go after church. But the puzzling thing is, I never felt like going dancing after Saturday church and everyone who has seen me hit the dance floor knows, how much I love dancing. Still, the Holy Spirit takes hold of me in such an awesome way, it just strikes me. There is so much peace within me right now, I don't believe there is more peace in this whole world than what I feel. Peace and joy. Glory to God. He just blows my mind and all I can do is stand in awe. I wish that everyone can experience at least once in his life, what I feel right now, because then he would know that this is truth, and truth sets us free and when we're free we're at rest and if our heart rest's there's peace within us. Amen