More love, more power

Well, I wasn't a very nice person lately. Because of my collegue's 2 weeks holiday I had to do so much extra stuff and everything just sucked. I was agressive and complained a lot, and all that made me very unhappy. Two days ago I looked at my self and realised what a depressive beast I was. I prayed for love, peace and joy, here we go, my heart starts to change. I love God, he's great.
Yesterday I talked to Si (not Mr. Si who has a girlfriend now, but Sirone, my friend from Holland) on the phone which made me happy as well. I will go to Holland in 3 weeks - with my family, but I can meet Si. Very exciting, I haven't seen her since August 2003. Terrible.
Tomorrow it's been a year since I was baptised. People at Oakham, I think of you these days (I often think of you, but especially now).

Spring

Yea, it is spring. The last 3 days I hang out at the river when ever I didn't have to work. Today I was there for a few hours and now my face is red. In the south the had 28C°. Crazy!
I'm doing evening shifts until next Saturday. The bad thing is that I don't have time to meet anyone, because people are working during the morning and afternoon, when I'm off. But that's good in a way, so I will take more time to talk to God. I know I should refocus a lot more. Lately I have rather been focused on a person than God. Dangerous!
Tomorrow I will go home. It was my Dad's birthday this week and it will be my sister's turn next week. So we'll have lunch together. Monday is my day off, but I will go and work as hair model the whole day. The event will be in Lucern and I'm looking forward to go there. I haven't been there since Jon and Beck were visiting me.
At the hotel there is always something going on. Today we had a guest from Canada arriving, who forgot his bag (with passport and all that kind of stuff) in the train. Me and my collegue made a few phone calls but in the end it was found and he could go and get it. He nearly kissed me, so happy he was that he got it back :-)

week of church

A day off work. Lovely. This is my week of church. Sunday I was @ church for the normal celebration. Yesterday we had a thing called connexion, where all the people from church meet. The preacher from ICF Zurich came. He is the head of the church. He preached about how we should reach out to people in this world we live in. The way the world exists is only for a short time. Before it was different and after that it will be different again. Like before there was no suffering and after that there will be no suffering. It is only a short time we suffer, that's why we should be able to take it, because we know that our time on earth is limited. We only have little time to acctually do something. This life is a test and it's a short test compared to eternity. Today there are two meetings connected with church. One is a tribal game meeting, that's preparation for Frieday, then we have small group. Frieday is youth planet day. The meeting for 13 - 19 year old. http://www.youthplanet.ch/basel/ check it out yourself. Don't be shocked if there is bad language. I told you that Swiss Christians do use bad words and it's ok here it this crazy culture as long as it is not abusing the name of God.
Right, I should get ready.